
Life certainly has been interesting around here. Last Thursday my Husband, Michael was admitted to the hospital. He is an epileptic and was having more than normal seizure activity and it was scaring the both of us. So his neurologist said they should admit him and try a new medication. UGH!!
It was so hard to see him all hooked up to the EEG equipment, wires everywhere and his head all bandaged up. Such a scary site for me. They started him on an IV of his new drug Kepra and away we went to see if it would work. I ran home to pick up some things for him and to get Maddy so she could see Daddy was OK. We went and had dinner with him and he was joking with the nurses. SO typical of him to keep his spirits up.
Maddy and I headed home and I tried to sleep but it wasn't easy without him next to me. I called him the next morning and found out he had chest pains the night before and now he was being monitored for that. I believed deep down it was caused by anxiety but you never know. So Maddy, my Niece Gabby and I headed back up to see him. He loved seeing the girls and they got to watch him get an echo cardiogram..they were enthralled watching the whole thing. The Dr came in later and told is his heart is fine and it must be anxiety. Whew!! What a relief.
So, we were supposed to run the Belling on Saturday together and he was not going to be getting out of the hospital so I had to decide if I still wanted to run it. Well...I decided I would run it for the both of us. I headed to the expo Friday afternoon to pick up our bibs, tshirts and other things. I was so excited I got to meet Kristin Steede from the Biggest Loser. I told her my whole story and she went on to tell me how much she loves it when people share their stories with her, how it keeps her motivated and inspired herself. She is so sweet and an absolutely beautiful 8 months pregnant gal!!
While I was at the expo I walked past the Fox Cities Marathon booth and they were offering $10 off of the entry fee if you signed up that day. I thought about it long and hard and then Maddy and Gabby told me I had to do it so I went back and signed up for my second half marathon!!! I am going to do that craziness again!! It is September 19th and the thing that worries me the most is training in the heat and humidity of Summer. I will be getting up with the sunshine to get out while it is cool!! So the training has begun for another half marathon for me!!
So I headed back to the hospital and brought Michael his t shirt and he kept telling the nurses he was going to sneak out and run with mw. Little devil I married. I kissed him goodnight and he wished me luck for the morning and off I went home to get ready for the next day!!
I decided I would wear his bib on my back and the kids and I made up a priceless slogan for it.
Paid $17 entry fee
End up in the hospital
Wife is running for me
Priceless!!
Perfect!! I pinned it to the back of my shirt and put his timing chip on my shoe, got the rest of my stuff ready and headed to bed.
I was up early to get some stretching in and the phone rang. It was Michael and I could tell he was down but he wished me luck and told me he loved me and off I went to my Mom's house to park the car and get to the run.
This run is in the top 5 for 10ks in the nation..over 18,000 people signed up..a new record for them. I got to the park and found my wave area and waited. I ended up finding Dana, a friend I made through FaceBook when she asked to follow my half marathon training. I was happy to have her to talk to, she took my mind off of the fact that my husband was in the hospital and I was by myself at a race for the first time ever.
So I waited for my turn to go and I could feel it was not going to be a good run for me. I was emotionally and physically exhausted, my legs felt like lead. But, I was there and I was going to finish for my husband!! The came and got our wave and I was off to the starting area. I had tears in my eyes thinking about Michael not being there to do this and I was off and running. I kept to my intervals and was struggling a bit but just kept on going. Before I knew it I was half way and I had just done a 5k in under 40 minutes for the first time in my life. I was amazed that I was doing so well..for me.
Between mile 4 and 5 proved to be difficult and I really had to push myself onward plus deal with the kiddos that would dart from one side to the other to get to the next sprinkler or water station. I almost took a few out but I am just happy to see them out there running and having fun. So I it mile 5 and know I am almost done and I become emotional thinking about Michael and how this will be the very first time he won't be at he finish line for me. I will be alone..well..me and 18,000 other people!! I just keep going and I am tiring..I can feel my legs getting heavier, I can feel my breathing getting harder but I just keep going.
I round the corner onto Webster and the finish line is in my sights!! I kick in the after burners and head for the finish line. Done!! I did it..I did another 10k. I started to cry..I missed my husband...I wanted to hug him and I couldn't. I headed down the road farther and got some water, saw Christian and got a hug and congratulated him and his team and then called Michael and told him I was done and that I missed him. He congratulated me and I could tell he was down.
I headed to the park and ate a banana and a granola bar, got my race results, finally went to the bathroom and then headed back to my Mom's house to get my car and head back to the hospital. I visited with Michael for a bit and then I needed to head home to get ready for Maddy's birthday party the next day. I had so much to do it was crazy. I had to do the cake and all of that fun stuff and get dinner ready and haul up tables and chairs. I was exhausted. I was losing hope that he would be coming home to celebrate with us too.
I headed back up and I could tell he was down and worried he was going to miss her party. I told him his health was more important and Maddy would understand. So I headed my very tired body home and tried to hit the hay. No sleeping again!! The phone rang in the morning and it was him!! He was coming home!!! I ran and picked him up just a couple of hours before the party!! It was so good to have my husband home and we had such a wonderful birthday party!!
Plus..it turns out I had a pretty good run..for me!! I knocked off over 5 minutes from my time last year!! I finished in 1:20!!! Last year it took me over 1:25!! I am amazed I did so well considering how crappy I felt!! Sp proud of myself. Plus I beat my hubby for the first and the last time in my life!! :-)